Just a feeling.

Have you ever felt like you don't belong in the little bubble the world has reserved for you?

A rather informal gathering.

A Rather Imformal Gathering Involving Marshmellows, Soft Socks, and little l.e.d poi balls.

Camped at Googh's in a little clearing in the back of his yard.
Was alright.

We had a little fire and everything.
A few little shinanigans but yeah not bad :)
I'm pretty keen on if we do another one, we know what works and what doesn't.

Sooooo so fucking freezing though
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Edie.

For an Art assignment I had to draw four women out of four different categories that influenced me and showed the 'portrayal of women throughout history'. Was a bit silly I think, but I finished one of Edie Sedgwick that I'm really happy with :)

It looks a little something something like below.


If you notice how tiny my foot looks next to it, you'll understand it's size.
It's pretty big. About a metre long and 60 or so cms wide.
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One day.

Fuck, one day I will attend Burning Man.
That's a promise universe, keep me to it.

And so it begins tomorrow..

My friend, Matt Googh, has challenged me to live my life by making important decisions based solely on flipping a coin.
Always up for a challenge I accept.
I'll let you know what happens next :)
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Starksy's 18th. Mitch's. Elands. Cam's.

Photo's from Starky's 18th and random game of Kings :)
I went to bed kinda wasted and randomly woken up about 4 by everyone wanting to walk to the beach.
And so we walked to One Mile beach at 4 in the morning, in pyjamas, wrapped in a sleeping bag.
Night time beach is definitely one of my favourite things.

Next day I got driven home by Cameron screaming out Bright Eyes songs.
I got kidnapped later that night and taken skinny dipping by Mitch and his mate Kirra, who was lovely AND MY SIZE. Haha I love meeting people who aren't taller than me :D
We ended up back at his, played some pool (which we were all terrible at), watched Pootietang (tehe) and fell asleep all in the one bed.
Squishyyyyyyy is an understatement.

Cuz of daylight savings we got up at like fucking 20 past six. ugh!
Then went to maccas for breakfast because we were too lazy to go cook :)

Later that arvo Mitch took me back to his and we watched some Miami Ink before we drove up into the mountains for another Elands party :)
We helped Jasper while he was freaking out about catering and got to meet a whole heap of people that he's close to like family and close friends and that while at pete's (or we just call it elands house).
The actual party was down in Elands hall and was wicked fun.
I don't think I've ever danced so much.
I hadn't planned on drinking anything, but Mitch offered me two beers which I mixed with raspberry cordial (Tastes actually pretty good. not at all like beer anymore.) and then sooo many people kept giving me a glass of this, or a can of that and I ended up pretty gone I think.

Tom Crellin got me dancing eventually, but then I didn't stop.
The music was loud and lovely and I was tipsy so I moved to it for about 5 hours.
Eventually it got broken up about midnight and so Calypso and I walked Fyn to pete's cuz he was vomming and I just fell asleep on the floor cuz I was so exhausted.

Next morning Jasper took me to this hill where you could see for miles and miles in every direction.
Most pretty place I've been to in awhile.
I'd love to go back and take photos when I get my camera :).

That night Cameron Green and a gathering at his, so Gemma drove herself and I out.
This night was fun :)
Kinda a bit like a St. Clairians gathering, but it was okay.
I managed to attend two maccas runs in haha.

School holidays are going well :)
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What does it feel like to just let go?